The numbness of death

I could sit for hours and stare. And do absolutely nothing. While time ticks away and life continues to fade in the distance. Yet I choose to feel the pain, the heavy heart, the grief of knowing that you will no longer be apart of this reality that I’m living in. It’s in the still moments that I recall you are no longer here. It is during the night when my eyes will not shut that I think. I think on all the possibilities and the potential that you possessed. Did you leave it behind for others to grab and grow? I can no longer hide this pain that I feel. I think everyone knows the numbness of death.  If you are feeling numb or sad about a death or loss in your life please reach out to my team so that one of our therapists can assist you during this time.